Eeeep! Only 93 days until I'm married? What is this nonsense? I'm actually starting to get really freaked out---but not about the actual marriage part. I'm so glad that out of all the stresses and worries of a wedding I never ever have to doubt about marrying this guy. As long as I get married, the wedding has gone well.
Anyway, I have so many things left to do. Like...register for things, find bridesmaid dresses, send out invitations, find a cake, find suits, find the music to be played, finish my dress, find centerpieces and decorations, plan food for the reception, talk to my officiator, finalize the guest list, find a groom's band...
To be honest, I feel like I haven't actually planned anything yet, and it's finally really really starting to stress me out. I try to knock something out each week but I feel like I'm going at a snail's pace, and I feel lost. I have a clear vision in mind, but it's hard to imagine what the finished product will look like.
But you know, I always knew I would never be one of those high maintenance brides that plans everything over a year in advance down to the smallest little detail like what color ribbon the flower girl will be wearing. I don't need big fabulous/impractical dresses for all my bridesmaids. Of course I want it beautifully done, but I just can't bring myself to go overboard. That's just not me. It's one day. One day. It's a celebration of a union, that's it. Memories will last forever, but there's more to a marriage than one day. It's about promising to be happy together forever. And man am I happy with who I am marrying.
Really though, I'm freaking out. Under 100 days and I still have no idea what I'm going to do. Helpppp. Pleeeaaase.

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